Living on Purpose
I’ve read about people sleepwalking, unaware of their actions and activity, only to be told later what they did or said. I think that would be scary. Fortunately, I’ve never had that experience. Still, I sometimes wonder if I haven’t had some similar experiences – times when I’ve driven miles but didn’t recall those miles or when I’ve been a few blocks from home but couldn’t recall if I had pressed the remote to close the garage door, requiring a trip back to the house to double-check. It’s a little like sleepwalking – not being fully present in the moment, not recalling actions, not being in the “here and now” – with my mind in another time and place.
I wonder if others feel that way too. I see many who are using smartphones and iPads – not being fully present to the person sitting across the restaurant table or living room – not really in the “here and now,” with their minds in another time and place.
I remember when I was little, trying to tell my mom details of my latest adventure outside. She was baking chocolate chip cookies, checking on the roast in the oven, and finishing up the fried okra. She was so good at multi-tasking, but I wanted her undivided attention. She tried to listen, but her mind was on several other tasks. I’ve done the same thing myself with my kids.
We’ve been programmed to multi-task and are proud of doing so. But I’ve learned in recent years that’s not all it’s cracked up to be. Multi-tasking can cause stress and damage relationships because we’re not in the present moment. It’s hard to be present because we have to…well, be present. It seems now we need to be programmed to “be present,” and that is what I love about Mindfulness. It has taught me to be in the present moment and to live on purpose rather than sleepwalking through life by not remembering whether I took my medication, turned off the burner, or called my sisters.
A friend told me once that she loved their vacation at the ocean. She said she remembered the feeling of being there and, at the time, said, “I want to come back here again,” thinking more of her return than being in the present moment. I’m really good at that kind of thing – planning next year’s vacation while on the current holiday. But I’m learning to be in the present moment, enjoying every minute, rather than planning for next year’s Christmas, vacation, or family visit.
Living on purpose: putting down the smartphone, paying attention, being present, truly listening, smelling the lit candles, seeing the twinkling lights on the tree, hearing the music, feeling the softness of our fur babies. That’s how I want to end the year and start the new year: being present for every moment and living on purpose.
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